Some thoughts in the middle of an episode
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Excuse my typos and grammar errors..I wanted to keep this post in the same state I was in as a wrote it. This might not make sense. I’m still leaving it as is.
9:00ish
I woke up today 20 times. Each time I thought I was dreaming and if I just hit my head against the pillow one more time, I would actually wake up. S…